No where to go

Hi~ it’s been a lil while since the last time I posted :))

Writing can sometimes be very theraputic for me. Especially when I get into moods where I want to express some feelings but there is nobody to really take them or if I don’t want someone to have to worry about the things I have to say. I’m starting to realize that I don’t really enjoy people as much as I think I do.. to be honest I think I’ve always forced myself to be more extroverted and social than I really am. I like the idea of talking to people and doing things but in practice it always feels a lot more draining and I always feel the need to escape from things fairly often.. I think its partly to do with the fact that it’s difficult for me to be genuine with people.. sometimes I feel like I put on too many personalities and it distorts my own understanding of who I am as a person. I think I have my like principles and morals relatively well established but I feel like my interests and likes change so frequently and so often to the tune of what interests others. Idk anyways I feel kinda shitty and just needed to post something to get my mind back into things~